11.54 malam
Something wrong with Sabir. A guy who waited me for 11 years.
Dulu dia tak macam ni. Aku dah tak boleh tahan dah dengan conversation ni. Yes, baru-baru ni je dia mulakan.
Bila tanya, is him imagine aku pakai natang ni? He answered no. Em.
Dalam minggu ni sahaja, 3 kali dia tanya ukuran badan aku. Ingatkan nak belikan baju, rupanya mencari natang ni.
He has changed a lot. Totally different. Not a naive and kind one.
This is my last conversation with him tonight. I think it is time to move on from him. Yes, he can accept regardless my condition and he treats me so goood except for this one. Idk if he realises that sometimes I feel like being used.
Plan nak amek kafein malam ni berjaga, nak buat selesaikan kerja berlambak, tertangguh dek mood cam roller coaster last year, akhirnya stress dengan stupid thing macam ni je.
Honestly, rasa nak muntah. He isn't Sabir yang aku kenal dulu.
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